Prince charming is out No thanks nothing. I really did not expect anything. When you are use to disappointment you do not get let down. I remember once he picked me up and said he had a surprise for me. We drove to a nice jewlery shop and I did not want to look but he insisted. Well naturally got all excited looking and trying them on (rings) then I picked out the one I wanted and he said thats nice maybe one day you will get it. I was so embarrassed. Now we wonders why I wont go anywhere with him I asked what just happened and he said he wanted to know what kind of ring I liked so when I start acting like a wife he would get me one. I think about that and remember the song by Garth Brooks "unanswered prayers." God knows what he is doing. Well went with a friend to lunch and then back to this hell hole. I am reading a book by Nicholas Sparks "the choice." I love his books. Anyone ever read any? Today I will watch the cowboys win. I will be no here off and on love to hear from you all.