I haven't been on here in a long time. I am still with my so called boyfriend I haven't left him. My 16 tear old got his girlfriend pregnate. I am going crazy. I's like my mind is a strobe light flashing images and I can't keep up. I am yelling and NO ONE is around to hear me. I am no longer a victim because I allow him to abuse me. What more can I do. I have always lived my life to help others, no that i need to help myself I can not find the energy to do so. Any suggestions?