Hello all. How are you all doing? I haven't been on here for a moment. I do not know how to update my email address on here. I have left that bad relationship I am now in colorado!! I am back with my family. My eldest son has had a baby so I am a grandma!! I am in counsling I need major help. I pray on day to find something normal and stable in my life. I am far from being ready to date again. I still jump and find myself doing thing I did when I was with him. I am thankful to have gotten out of that. I pray that I never go back to that again. I hope everyone is doing good I will write more later.